From heart to words I hit the page; Slamming down my pain.
I hear a voice that calls to me; Drawing tears, from the deep well of my soul.
But it’s not a voice, more of a persistent tug on my spirit, That is my God. I feel you.
Down in my being, I am full of laughter, smiles, and joy; I am forgiving and gentle.
But now, only anguish seems to be pulling at me from below, I force my eyes upward, to love.
I am stumbling in both directions, up and down. I want to feel stable and safe.
I yearn for the wildness of God to surround. Protect me, know me, love me; and He does.